Sun is high today in NowhereTown. I popped out my

Sun is high today in NowhereTown. I popped out my brand new Oliver's People sunglasses. Reading Lesley Arfin's "Dear Diary", smoking cigarettes and drinking coconut water in the backyard. Listening to that song again and again. Perfect match with the moody brat that I've been those past few days. How can I feel so strong and weak at the same time ? Some things are melting in the back of my head, messing with my brain and I still can't figure it out ! It feels like being at the edge of things, finally perceiving it through and never make it to their own self. That's maddening.